Pyaar Mein 3 Baar Asaphalata, Ant Mein Sachcha Pyaar Mila

haay doston yah “raanee” hai. mujhe nahin pata ki kahaan se shuroo karana hai lekin mere paas shabd bataane ke lie ek anoothee kahaanee hai. main apane skool ke dinon se apanee kahaanee shuroo karata hoon. main ek tom boy ladakee hua karatee thee. mainne apanee kaksha ke har aadamee ke saath sangharsh kiya. ek baar ek ladaka tha jisaka naam lokesh tha. vah koching klaas mein mera klaas met tha. mainne mujhase bhee yuddh kiya tha. main usase napharat karane lagata hoon. hamaaree koman phrend kavita (haal hee mein unake pati ne aatmahatya kee) thee, jo main unake ghar par padhatee thee. usane mujhe apane naam se chidhaana shuroo kar diya. har raat hamaaree baatacheet hotee thee, vah usake baare mein baat karatee thee. aur mere saath kuchh hone laga. mainne us par ek bahut bada krash vikasit kiya tha. lekin mainne use apane krash ke baare mein kabhee kisee ko nahin bataaya. mainne 2003 mein 87% ke saath 9 veen paas kee aur 10 veen kaksha mein kadam rakha. main lokesh ko tab tak nahin bhoola. mere lie bhee usake paas kuchh tha. ab aap log soch rahe honge ki main unakee bhaavana ke baare mein kaise jaanoonga. darasal vah mere ghar ke aasapaas ghoomane laga. yahaan tak ki pikanik mein bhee unaka andaaj alag tha.

btw main aapako ek aur ladake ke baare mein bata raha tha. ek ladaka bhaavesh tha jo mujhe bhee pasand karane laga tha. mere ek aam mitr unake prastaav ke saath mere paas aae. isase pahale ki main us par chillaata javaab de paata, meree badee bahan ko isake baare mein pata chal gaya. vah seedhe apanee bahan ke paas gaee aur mujhase ladaee kee. mainne 2004 mein 10 veen paas kee aur doosare skool mein gaya. ham sabhee ne behatar shiksha kee khaatir apane raaste alag kie. jis skool mein main adhyayan ke lie gaya, vah mere lie ek naya anubhav tha. vahee kahaanee shuroo huee. phir se ek aadamee keertish tha. vah mere baad tha. ab phir se yah savaal uthata hai ki main unakee bhaavana ke baare mein kaise jaanoonga. mujhe kishoron ke saarvabhaumik aparipakv vyavahaar ke maadhyam se pata chala. mainne apanee kaksha ke pratyek tebal par unake naam ke saath apana naam paaya, mere saathiyon ne mere dvaara paarit kie jaane par ajeeb ishaara karana shuroo kar diya. choonki lukesh mera kishor krash tha, isalie main use lagabhag bhool chuka hoon. mujhe yahaan keertesh pasand aane lagee. vah tab mera haaliya krash tha. hamaare samaaj ke anusaar, ham ladakiyaan us ladake se baat karane ke lie kabhee nahin maanatee hain jo hamen pasand karata hai. isalie mujhe kabhee mauka nahin mila ya mujhe unase baat karane ke lie behatar “himmat” karanee chaahie. samay beetata gaya aur mainne apanee 11 veen kaksha paas kee aur apane parivaar ke saath doosare shahar chala gaya. mainne doosare skool mein edamishan liya. aur samay ke saath main use bhee bhool gaya. yah mere krash kee kahaanee hai. snaatak prem kahaanee: main 2006 mein jeev vigyaan ke saath beeesasee kar raha tha. main us samay 17 varsh ka tha. doosare varsh mein, mere chachere bhaee kee shaadee ho rahee thee. mera chachera bhaee vyaavahaarik roop se hamaara sabase achchha dost tha. isalie main apane poore parivaar ke saath unakee shaadee mein shaamil hone ke lie vahaan gaya, jo hamaare beech lambe samay se prateekshit tha. unhonne apane 30 ke dashak mein shaadee kar lee. ham vahaan gae aur shaadee ka aanand lene lage. usakee sagaee ke din main kuchh mahilaon ke saath ek kamare mein baitha tha. halkee laal kameej aur kaale rang ke pent mein ek daishing, lamba aur gora kamare mein daakhil hua. vah har ek ka abhivaadan karane laga. jab mera nambar aaya to usane apana munh pher liya. achaanak meree aavaaz mein ek aavaaz aaee … “abhishekakank” kee dhun annoo ne abhivaadan kiya hai … aur.

shipht..vo abhishaik, bachhapan sai mair dost hai। mujhai vishvaas nahin ho rah th ki vah apanaiai aankhain itanaiai sundar ho gaaiai hain. mukhy maanushee kee taraha tha, sachchamach yoone seresen keechen. shaadaiai maiin hamaarai baiaichh jhagadai huai, hamanai banaay, kuchhh samay unhonnai mair majaak udaay, kuchhh samay mainnai unak makaak banaay. haim iko dosaare kee kampanee ka aanand le uthe ye hais baachhapan mein karaate da. mairai chhachhairai bhaaiai kaiai shaadaiai ho gaaiai aur main vaapas aa gaya. jaab mu ya ja rah te se va muje dekhane nahin aaya. muje kam lag rah. mainnai bhagavaan sai praarthan kaiai aur unhain abhi ko bhaijanai kai liai kah taaki mukhy unaan akhaadee mein dekh sakoon. mukhy usasai 2000 kilomaiaitar daravaaja ja raaha tha. bhagavaan nai mujhai aur mairai pit ko yah mahasoos kiy ki unhonnai mairai chhachhairai bhaaiai kai ghar par kuchhh chhhod diy hai hai. usanai yooz bulaay aur yooz laanai kai liai kah। yoo vont ka maanan hai ki abhi usakai saath aay th aur haalaanki “mainnai bhagavaan sai kuchhh aur maang th, ko maatr pas hota.” ham ghar vaapas aa gai aur mukhy upayog yaad karan shooro kar dai. yaah mera bhagaavaan tan jo kahait chhaanh ham ek sath rahin. abaiai nai apanai pit kai nambar sai ghar par phon kiy mere kavi paravar na ut baat ke, jab mera nambar aaya, maatr dil kee dhadakan tej ho gaee. mukhy avaak rah gaya kya boloon. anahon kaaha “hailo” aur muje kuchchh esa laaga ke sange mere kaan mein paid hai. hmanai baat kee aur men ka upayog bataaya kya mere paas mera nambar nambar tha (“sanyog se mere dorere chachere bhaye na muje ghar lute samar apaar ke roop mein apane aap ko sunaane ke lie) phon hai ”). haimane baat kee, haiman der rat tek eeko-dosare ko tekast kia. chhaiaijain suchhaaroo roop sai chhal rahaiai aain aur “praim” nai sab kuchhh bigaad diy hai. mainnai usakai liai bhaavan vikasit kaiai। jab mainnai unasai, maamalai maiin baat karanai kaiai koshish ki to unhonnai kah ki main aapako apanaiai “baahan” maanta hoon. usanai mera dil toda. main khud ko ronai sai rok nahin paay aur usasai baat karan band kar diy. mukhy aavaaj ladake hoon jo kahe anaasenee se nahin chudate hain mainnai apan nambar badal diy aur aik agyaat vyakti kai roop maiin usasai baat karan shuroo kar diy। main lagabhag aik mahaiainai kai baad usasai baat kar rahe the .mainne use apana sandarbh diya aur kaha “main leena hoon. main annoo ka dost hoon ”. mainne aapako annoo ke chachere bhaee kee shaadee kee seedee mein dekha tha. vah aasaanee se aashvast ho gaya. mainne usake prati apanee bhaavana vyakt kee. shuroo mein unhonne leena (maayasel) ke baare mein kuchh aur bataane kee koshish kee. usane mujhe apane ghar ke nambar par phon kiya lekin mainne usase baat nahin kee. isalie aakhirakaar unhonne mera prastaav sveekaar kar liya (leena ke roop mein). hamane lagabhag 20 dinon tak baat kee. main khud ka saamana nahin kar saka. mujhe yah ehasaas ho raha tha ki main sahee kaam nahin kar raha hoon. main usakee bhaavanaon ke saath khel raha hoon. isalie ek shaam mainne use phon kiya aur sach bola. pahale vah mere krty ke lie mujh par bana. baad mein unhonne sveekaar kiya ki unhen bhee lag raha tha lekin mujhe dar tha ki mujhe chot lag sakatee hai isalie mujhe “bahan” ke roop mein rakhen taaki vah hamesha mere aasapaas rahen. sab kuchh achchha chal raha tha mujhe usase pyaar tha. mainne kaam kiya aur usake saath rahane kee har koshish kee. main agalee subah apanee antim varsh kee pareeksha de raha tha aur usake kol ka intajaar kar raha tha. usane us raat mujhe phon nahin kiya aur mere sandesh ka javaab nahin de raha tha. main chintit ho gaya. haalaanki main kisee tarah se padhaee kar paaya aur agale din apanee pareeksha dee. mainne agalee shaam use phon kiya aur kaaran poochha. unhonne mujhase jo pahalee baat kahee, usane mujhe andar se jhakajhor kar rakh diya. unhonne kaha “main todana chaahata hoon” main aansoo mein phata. usane mujhe vah saral bahaana diya, jo usakee maan ko mere baare mein pata chala tha aur vah chaahatee hai ki vah mujhase bichhad jae. vah bas toot gaya aur apane jeevan par chala gaya. us raat main apanee madad nahin kar paaya. main neeche aaya, mainne dekha ki meree bahan aur bhaee kaanoon neeche baithe the. mera poora parivaar ek bahut achchhee shaam ho rahee thee. main seedhe apane daidee ke paas gaya, unhen kasakar gale lagaaya aur rone laga. har koee chup tha aur mere rone ka kaaran bolane ka intajaar kar raha tha. mainne kaha ki main kal apanee pareeksha ke lie baahar hoon. mere pita ne kaha “too mera bahaadur beta hai, kaabee nahin roja se ab kyoo”. unhonne kaha ki koee baat nahin, bhale hee aap kal asaphal ho jaen, bas itana tanaav len. meree maan ko laga ki kuchh gadabad hai, ye aansoo pareeksha ke lie nahin hain. kuchh dinon baad mainne khud ko apanee maan ko abhishek ke baare mein bataaya. usane mujhase ek vaada maanga ki main usase phir kabhee baat nahin karoongee. main aage kee padhaee ke lie indaur gaya. 25 aprail ko unaka janmadin tha. mainne use 12 ke aasapaas usake nambar par kol kiya aur use brek ap ke lie maaphee maangee. usane kaha main tumhen vaapas chaahata hoon. main us din khush tha. hamane phir se apana rishta shuroo kiya. ham theek chal rahe the lekin phir se usake dimaag mein kuchh aur tha. usane 3 maheene baad mere saath sambandh tod liya. is baar main toot gaya tha. usane do baar mera dil toda. main khud ko sambhaal nahin paaya.main rote-rote apane ghar laut aaya. usane kabhee mujhase pyaar nahin kiya. unhonne mujhe apane mood mein utaar-chadhaav ke lie istemaal kiya. jab usane akelaapan mahasoos kiya to vah mere paas vaapas aa gaya, aur jab usane us seetooaamiyan par kaaboo paaya to usane mujhe maar daala. main us shaadee ke baad unase kabhee nahin mila. mujhe kabhee bhee use gale lagaane aur usake lie apanee bhaavanaon ko vyakt karane ka mauka nahin mila. kuchh din pahale (4 saal baad) usane mujhe phon kiya aur kaha ki usakee ek premika hai. vah usase bahut pyaar karata hai. usane mahasoos kiya ki jab usane mujhe chhoda to mujhe kitana dard hua. usane mujhe maaphee maangane ke lie bulaaya. unhonne kaha ki annoo mujhe nahin pata ki main kya kar raha tha. vah pyaar nahin tha jab main tumhaare saath tha. ab mujhe pata hai ki is ladakee (usakee gf) ke saath kya pyaar hai. vah usake saath shaadee kar raha hai. unhonne us ladakee ke lie apane parivaar ko mana liya hai. 4 saal pahale vah mere lie toot gaya tha ki bas usakee maan ne mere baare mein pata kiya. main ro rahee thee jab vah mujhase ye baaten bol raha tha. usane un sabhee bhaavanaon ko punarjeevit kiya. usane 4 saal baad mere chehare par thappad maara. meree kahaanee yaheen khatm nahin hotee. mere jeevan kee vaastavik kahaanee yaheen se shuroo hotee hai. main aur bhee badatar sthiti se gujara hoon. lekin main aapako apane doosare lekhan mein bataoonga … kuchh aisa jo sachamuch aapakee aankhon mein aansoo la dega.

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