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Mere Jeevan Mein Ek Romaans Jo Main Kabhee Nahin Bhool Sakata

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un dinon mein se ek, jab bemausam baarish hotee hai aur mujhe apane kaaryasthal par jaane ke lie bas pakadane ke lie metro mein jaldee karanee padatee hai. jaise hee mainne apane renakot ke hud ko apane sir ke oopar kheenchane kee koshish kee mere baal ast-vyast dikhe. mere baalon se paanee tapakane laga. achaanak mera phon baj utha. main thoda satark dikh raha tha kyonki mujhe ummeed thee ki main apane kisee sahakarmee se miloonga jo mujhe apanee kakshaon ko samaayojit karane ke lie bulaega. shukr hai ki yah unamen se ek nahin tha.

yah mere chachere bhaee mujhe bula raha tha.
usaka naam teena mere bhaee bahan ke roop mein tha aur main pyaar se use bulaata tha. vah sabhee chhabbees, lambee, ek garm muskuraahat aur sanvedanasheel aankhon ke saath andhera tha jo hamesha aanandit dikhata tha. mere sabhee bhaee-bahan aur main shaadeeshuda the. hamane shaadiyaan kee theen aur aaraam se rah rahe the isalie ab shaadee karane kee baaree thee. vah eyaraport ke paas sthit ek hotal mein risepshanist ke roop mein kaam kar rahee thee.
“deedeebhaee, mainne shaadee kar lee hai”
“to bhaagyashaalee vyakti kaun hai?”
“usaka naam krshna hai. vah peshe se draivar hai. vah apane ankal kee kaar chalaata hai jo mera bos hai. ”

usakee tej aavaaj ne mujhe jhakajhor kar rakh diya. main ab us par nazar nahin rakh sakata tha ki vah kya bol rahee thee. peshe se draivar, mere chachere bhaee ne ek visphot kiya tha. main aur kya kah sakata hoon jab aakarshak vetan paikej vaale bahut saare yuva the jo usakee ruchi rakhate the. usane unake oopar ek taiksee draivar chuna tha.
“to, aap kahaan rah rahe hain?”
“mere kaanoon ke sthaan par”
“khyaal rakhana”
main achaanak samaapt ho gaya. mere dil mein niraasha ke ankush the. meree chacheree bahan ek mast chudakkad ladakee thee. usane jeens pahanee thee jisakee keemat do hajaar rupaye thee. mere chaacha ek elaeesee ejent the, jinhonne apanee betee kee shiksha aur paravarish ke lie apana saara paisa kharch kar diya tha. vah sakht siddhaanton ke vyakti the. isake alaava unhonne is tathy par vishesh garv kiya ki vah ek braahman the. mujhe vaastav mein nahin pata tha ki vah apanee betee ke vivekapoorn vyavahaar ko kaise bardaasht kar paegee. is ghatana ya durghatana ke kaaran vah ise barbaad kar dega.
apane kaaryasthal par pahunchane ke do ghante baad, mainne apanee chaachee ko phon kiya. vah apanee betee ke vishvaasaghaat par ro rahee thee. krshna ne hamesha ek dost ke roop mein ghar ka daura kiya tha. kabhee bhee meree chaachee ko un donon ke beech dostee ke alaava kisee bhee cheez par shak nahin tha. vah ab apane pati par doguna aarop lagaatee. sabase pahale, apanee betee par nirvivaad roop se bharosa karane ke lie. pati se apheyar chhupaane ke lie agala mere chaacha kabhee bhee apanee patnee kee bholee nahin samajhenge.
ek skvaalar ab khatm ho jaega, ek badee ladaee ghar mein toot jaegee. mere vichaar jaam ho gae, mujhe apane chachere bhaee ke bhavishy kee chinta huee.
din hamesha kee tarah chala gaya. yadyapi udaasee ke kaaran mainne apanee adhikaansh kakshaon ko apane chaak ke saath jod diya aur haath mein panjeekaran kiya. main chillaaya jaise injeeniyaring kolej mein ek prophesar ko karana chaahie. main baad mein baahar aaya tha aur agar mere chachere bhaee ne keval ek injeeniyar se shaadee kee thee. mainne teen-chaar din bina kisee se baat kie chupachaap bita die. meree chaachee ne apanee maan ko kho diya tha jab vah ek varsh kee thee. sambhavat: vah apanee jindagee mein behatar jeevan kee hakadaar thee, bajaay apanee betee ko neechee jaati ke taiksee draivar se shaadee karate hue dekhane ke lie. main aam taur par shikshit vyakti hoon, isalie meree skoolee shiksha ne mujhe junoon ke laayak hone ke bajaay sanyam sikhaaya hai. mainne apanee chacheree bahan par apanee chaachee ka samarthan kiya, sharad rtu ke patte mainne is ladake se usakee achaanak shaadee par vyangy kiya.
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teena kee shaadee ke baad se, ab ek saptaah beet chuka tha. mainne unake vivaah ke sambandh mein apane sabhee poorvadhaaranaon ko nibhaane kee koshish kee thee. mere ankal ek gussail aur bhaavanaatmak roop se tabaah aadamee the. teena ko pata tha ki unakee shaadee aasaanee se unake parivaar dvaara sveekaar nahin kee jaegee. usane ek kaalee mandir mein shaadee kee thee aur kaanoon ke sthaan par chalee gaee thee. ve vyavasaayee the jo do dukaanon aur do manjila ghar ke maalik the. teena ka apanee saas dvaara ghar mein svaagat kiya gaya tha, lekin usake sasur ne ade the. unaka mat tha ki krshn ne bina sahamati ke vivaah kiya tha, isalie unhen un par nirbhar rahane ke bajaay apanee patnee ke lie pradaan karane ka prayaas karana chaahie. is prakaar mere chaacha ke sthaan par jaane ke alaava unake paas koee vikalp nahin tha.
krshna ke ankal ne un donon ko apanee naukaree se hata diya tha jahaan unhonne pahale kaam kiya tha. ve donon ab naukaree kee talaash mein the. yuva jode ka sangharsh ek saath shuroo hua tha. jo kuchh bhee bachat unhonne jama kee thee, usake saath unhonne ek chhota sa ghar kirae par liya tha. ve har din mere aantee ke yahaan bhojan ke lie aate the. is beech, mere ankal un donon par chillae. usane donon ko tarkaheen karaar diya. usane apanee betee ko krshn ko chhodane ke lie manaane kee bhee koshish kee. lekin teena adig aur adig raheen. usane kaha ki vah krshn se pyaar karatee hai aur aatee hai ki ve ek saath kya karenge.

kuchh haphton ke baad maamala shaant ho gaya, mainne socha. mujhe unase milane ka samay shaayad hee mila. mera man komal sthiti se darane kee sthiti mein chala gaya tha. ham apane lie kaam karane kee ummeed kar rahe the ek din jab main tejee se so raha tha mera phon bajane laga. jaise hee mainne phon uthaaya meree maan kee aavaaz ro padee “teena ne aatmahatya kar lee hai. tumhaaree chaachee beemaar hai. use aspataal le jaaya gaya hai. ”
main stabdh tha aur dar gaya tha. us ghaatak din par, mere ankal ne use daanta tha aur kaha tha ki ve apane sthaan par khaana band kar den. vah gusse mein thee aur apamaanit mahasoos kar rahee thee aur ghabara kar baahar chalee gaee thee. kisee ne usaka peechha nahin kiya tha. vah chupachaap ghar mein phisal gaee thee, ek raag liya aur use pankhe par lataka diya aur khud ko lataka liya. usake pati ne pandrah minat der se paaya tha. vah us samay pahale se hee mrt thee.
mujhe nahin pata ki use maut ke ghaat utaar diya. kya yah pyaar ya vaastavikata thee jo usakee aatma ko taulatee rahee? mujhe koee javaab nahin pata tha, mujhe pata hai ki kya hota hai jab ham sahaanubhooti mein viphal hote hain. ham apane priyajanon ko kho dete hain. ek baar phir, aaj baarish ho rahee thee aur jaise-jaise main bheegata ja raha tha, mujhe ummeed thee ki yah mere aansuon ko dho dega aur mere dil ko saaph kar dega.

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