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Khoya Pyaar (Aakhiree Saans Tak Main Aapaka Intajaar Karoonga) – A Real Story

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hyai doston isakee mujhe … af (maaph karana, main nahin bata sakata ki mera pyaar gopaneeyata ke kaaran mera naam hai, lekin abhee tak yoo tent yoo mere premee ko pyaar karega) priy paathakon im kaksha 12 ke chhaatr nim muslim main apane sanlayan ke saath pyaar mein pad gaya … ephajed (mera pyaar dost) … vah 1 saal ka bada tan hai … n vah mera bua hai je beta … ham apanee yaatra ko is tarah aage badhaate hain। bachapan mein ham ek-doosare ke saath tym togathair playng kee huv karate the … mai n fz achchhe frndz bt the phir bhee ham ek-doosare ko phit karate the … poore din ham alot n ko jhagadate rahate the, is baat se hamaare kaee maayanon ko naaraaj kiya … yah 2007 ke aasapaas tha. kaksha 5 mein yah mere bade sanlayan sistar ka ek vivaah samaaroh tha … mujhe n fz ham donon ainjyng tai samaaroh the … … ham togathr spand karane ke lie bahut saare the, lekin mere fz bahut aabhaaree tha ki vah mujhe bahut fth karate the … tym mein main use pasand karata tha, lekin mujhe pata tha ki tat umr mein luv ka matalab pata tha … … lekin ya kuchh ya te othr tarah se vah mere lie kuchh bahut hee matalab tha … … shaadee samaaroh kaaphee achchha tha n aftr te fankshan ovl ham sab chhod diya tha apane gharon mein ham donon (fz nd mai) apane gharon mein vaapas aa gae … tat neet ham ek garm garmee kee raat ke roop mein te chhat par togathr soya.

ham donon wrrai chountng tai stars n apane saundary ko badhaate hain. isake saath hee hamaare parivaar kee aiv11 ke saath abt tai le raha tha hamaare chusion shabaana appee $ shaadee … main nahin jaanata tha ki main so raha tha … usake bagal mein playng … n te vry naix din main laivai karana pada mere shahar nagapur mein main vahaan padhata tha kyonki mere pita ek govrnt karmachaaree hain naix din hamane apana daadee jeeaeeaee ghar chhod diya n-n nagpur tat ke lie chhod diya gaya tha pichhale tym main usase mila tha … april 2007… … aftr tis ham dint tha kisee bhee chontcht wth aichh othr wain main apanee chhuttiyon ke lie gaya tha tym-tym vah dadi s housai n is happaind ke lie kaee varshon se nahin aa pa raha tha ……… aur lst wain main kaksha 8 tak pahunch gaya tat tym ne mujhe kol kiya ek baar mein main saksham nahin tha use pahachaanane ke lie ek baar jab main apanee aavaaz sunata hoon to mujhe usakee 3.5 varsh kee umr ke baare mein sunaee deta hai, mere daada jeeaeeaee ke lie usake naana jeeaeeepheph ke lie ja rahe the, yah usake lie bahut hee pyaara tha … ek din usane mujhase kaha ki vah mujhase pyaar karata hai aur vah mujhase poochhatee hai use pyaar karo ya nahin। tis abhee bhee itana akadakar tha ki mere paas koee sanket nahin tha lv shuv ab tak choz vaat mujhe laga ki fz ke lie fus jus tha, mujhe lagata hai ki main ek phrok chala raha hoon … din beetane ke baad usane mujhe kol kiya aur mujhe ulajhan mein daal diya. apane chacha jeeeaee ko apana anubhav saajha kiya vah mera bestee tha usane kuchh 6 saal bade tain mujhe die ham schhl togathr n mein abhee tak nthng saichrts karate the… … to usane kaha ki mujhe apanee padhaee par dhyaan kendrit karana hai.

yah ab hamaare poore parivaar ko mere chaachoo ke lie ek maich ke lie khoja gaya tha … n tan din ham apane pita ko pareshaan karate hain n mera parivaar phir se meree daadee ke ghar gaya yah bakareed tha … hamaare paas alajod tha …. ham ek parivaar kee yaatra karane ke lie maan rahe the … …. sivaan mein shaadee ke lie unakee dua ko dekhane ke lie …… 30 navambar 2012 ko tat tym i, utsuk tha ainiugh choz buniyaadee taur par main yah bata raha tha ki main apane fz tat tym se miloonga …… yah lambe samay se tha jab mainne nvr ko usakee nazar se dekha tha. mujhe pata tha ki use tat… tha. vah hamen smaart en vah ek grt oonchaee havng hai … .. appox.5.7 pheet main use kisee bhee tarah apane nahin managng dvaara bulaaya. phraam daadee jeeaeeaee phen…. unhonne raseed te kolal nee se kaha ki vah sivaan aane ke lie unhonne kaha ki vah mujhe koshish karenge kyonki vah gopaalaganj mein rahate hain, jo sivaan se kuchh kimee door joos hai. unake pita ke saath unake chhote pita ke saath unakee chhotee bahan n chhotee kushtee bhee hai. sivaan mein shaamil hone se main unase bheekh maangata hoon ki vah kisee tarah se taiyaar ho jae ki vah kisee tarah taiyaar ho jae ya kisee tarah se vah mujhase lipat jae… .. taan ne un 2 dinon ke lie meree tarah promisin kee baat bata dee, kyonki main usake glaimar aaphtar aranod 6 ke lie utsuk tha. saal ……. n kam se kam yah 29 kee madhy raat thee. yah bahut bechain tha. main nahin kar sakata, mujhe pata nahin hai ki main apane beedee tait nait ke maadhyam se jaanata tha ki mujhe pata chal raha hai …… main en se mil raha tha. yah 4 baje n te mrng tha kyonki aivryonai n te ghar jaag raha tha kyonki aivry1 ko sivaan jaane ke lie taiyaar hona pada tha ..
main bhee uth gaya … n main apane slaph n ek gahare hare rang kee anaarakalee soot pahanatee hoon, mujhe lagata hai ki main kaaphee achchha lag raha tha, jo ki phrost glen par fz ko prabhaavit karane ke lie … … ..aivry1 taiyaar tha n n khud ke samaan. te kaar ko ghar ke baahar polish kiya ja raha tha n aivry1 bhee hpppy tha… lekin meree khushee diffrnt frm tairai khushee thee kyonki yah kuchh ghanton ke lie hppr par aane ke lie kisee din spaith thee ……… .tan aran 7 am ham 2 ghante ke bheetar sivaan m ke lie ravaana ho gae. ham apanee manzil tak pahunchate hain, main maahee ke nae jeevan kee yaatra thee. ham vahaan ghar pahunche… .. vahaan ham aivry1 se milate hain …… n aftr kuchh min fz bhee aae… jaise hee usane te daravaaze mein kadam rakha meree aankhen use sahala rahee theen maano main apane raajakumaar par pyaar kar raha tha…. vah achchha tha vah neelee denim en saphed chest mein taiyaar tha … vah pooree tarah se taiyaar tha …. gai tooo ne mujhe dekha… .. n yah ki hamaaree aankhen kis tarah se badhatee hain, kaise badhatee hain …… main yoo logon ko ek baat bataana bhool gaya hoon, jo hamen vaastavik roop se mujhe bataatee hai…. muslimon mein .marrigai btwn .. sanlayan shoraba n sistr kee anumati hai aur isake lie achchha hai…. vidvaan dampati banao…. n ham donon fz aur af .. ek auchh kapal the

i luv u lekin mainne kabhee yah nahin samajha ki ise kaise vyakt kiya jae i jus ne usase poochha …. tat ye kaisa hai … andar frm laga… .. to vaat agar…. main nait yoo dekha 6 saal beetee yoo havaladaar ne mere pyaare bachapan ke dinon mein en kvairels dablyootee yoo … … main wshd kar sakata hoon, jyoos eksaplosiv maayaslph …. n usaka kahana hai ki main bhee loov hmmm … .. tym paas n ab yah aivng tha … aur shaam 4 baje te aivng mein hamen apane ghar ke lie poorv sandhya karana tha … … n tain ven main aintairng te kaar main fz aankhon mein dekha tha, jabaki vah tha te baik par sittng tha … .. n mujhe lagata hai ki te baik ko chhod diya gaya tha … ham nee chhod diya tha sab du: khee bchzz main luvd hem beetee main chouldnt vyakt kar sakata tha … … yoo jaanata hai himmat … somaityms jeevan yoo ek avasar hai xpraiss vaat yoo lagata hai ki aap ko pata hai us avasar ko kho do…. agale din fz ke saath usake pita dadi gii housai n phir ham aae .. n aaj te din wain mainne usaka haath pakad rakha tha .. wth luv ni maan liya gaya tha ki use vaat main usake lie phir se beetee mahasoos kar raha tha … main paristhitiyon ke asaphal bxxz …… tan ham huvnng dopahar ke bhojan ke lie neeche chala gaya tha ham dopahar ke bhojan ke togathr tha .. yoo sittng tha ek seet neks use karane ke lie bt main apane pratyek kaatane n tukada par joos luking tha, … tan aftr kuchh ghante ve alll set the leve…. apane ghar ke lie … n main phir se udaas tha main apane aap ko xpraiss nahin kar saka. . … mainne usakee aankhon par phir se aansoo dekhe… .. n phir se mujhe laga ki mainne use pyaar kiya hai …

dej paasad en tain main beeke too raajasthaan ..main daid ab raajasthaan mein post kiya gaya tha. yahaan aaftar aane se main ek aadamee se mila .. aaraje naam kuchh kaaranon se main usake saath rltionshp mein aaya tha … yah 10 veen kaksha ka tha … vahaan fz ne mujhe abt bataaya .. usakee frnd ya n ne mujhe bataaya ki vah usakee sabase achchhee dost beetee ektalee thee vah apanee jeeaar phraind thee… .. n tain de beete hue n yah bord tym tha ab… .main bzzy wth tha mere xamz n stdiais n mein koee bhee tymthng baakee nahin tha …… tan aftr board…. main raanchee mein apane naanee jee ke ghar gaya tha… .. vahaan main ainjymnt ka ek bahut kuchh tha…. n main phir se fz tak le ja raha hoon…. 26 par n tain ho sakata hai main daadee jee ke ghar gaya … vahaan main phir se 30 taareekh ko mil raha hoon n n mere parinaamon ka te din tha mere lie fz ko yah bataane ke lie ek dar tha ki mainne kaksha 10 mein 92% skor kiya tha, main kaaphee khush tha tat day i huggaid use n xpraissd myslf sonaihow tat i tooo luvd haim… bagal mein rltionshp wth rj… i luvd fz… bchoz i knw rat rj mere lie gambheer nahin tha… .n neethar ham kar sakate hain. choz main dekhabhaal ke lie haimm… .. n aaj bhee use wth main usakee dekhabhaal ke lie bchz main im … main jaanata tha ki usakee beemaaree n svaasthy ni dnt use pahale charan ke lie laivai nahin hai. jeevan … … din beet gae main fz n ke lie aur adhik mahasoos kiya vah bahut beetee vah bhee tha jo vaeee beetee ko det kar raha tha… .ya phrandaj aaraje jaanata tha ki ephatee ne mujhe bataaya hai ki usane use spasht kiya tha ki enaee dant ne use kisee bhee tarah se gupt rakha hai, kyonki vah usee jagah par rahata hai… vaeee bhee eematee ko jaanata tha. phaj lital bahan ..
vah haan kahatee hai ki agar vah aatmahatya kar legee to vah aatmahatya kar legee… n te hee maamala mujh par barasa tha… ham donon ne phansaaya ki ham donon chaahate hain ki ham togathr bt ho jaen phir bhee ham 12 saal se n kaksha mein im nahin kar sakate hain – paristhitijany vahee hai… . rj luvs mai i luv fz n fz luvs mai n ya luvs fz…. yah sunata hai ki jatil log nahin hain. yah vaastav mein jatil hai … main frnshp wth rj ke te beetee ghante bita chuka tha. ham kleyaramets sinch 10 n hain. hamen aljyd alot togthr ek hee choachhng schholl alot oph lots n alot morai… .things r vahaan n vaasana hamaaree tee vaasana. tym .. mere paas luv wth fz i luvd… ka mera sabase achchha pheeling tha. main wth aaraje ko braik ap karata hoon isalie main wth fz ho sakata hoon…. bt rj strtd drink n misbaihvg wth usake frndz ot par fz strz strd ne use gf ya najarandaaj kar diya … n usane bhee vahee kiya jo usane aatmahatya karane kee koshish kee n step dog …. im meree khud kee kahaanee mein phans gaya … isaka 7 aaj ho sakata hai … aur yah ek achchha din tha 7 7 maee 2013 aaphtar eksapresing ho sakata hai .. mera lav main seeemapeeaaradee phraim fez tha … ..phir ab vah mere jeevan ka ek hissa hoga kyonki vah mere saath khatm ho gaya tha …. is jatilata ke kaaran. main aaraje ko rok nahin sakata kyonki main use apanee maut ke lie nahin rakh sakata.meree jindagee mein bahut utaar  chadhaav aae lekin del he kee maanata nahee

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